FEAR

am in fear now!!

i remembered how i keep ask R to send me picture
for almost 2 months i asked for that and he never send me
first reason he gave me is his camera is at his sister house which is 2 hours from his place
1 month passed and no news about that
i often get annoyed and furious and remind him about that
time flies and he somehow get his cam back
am excited
but he never send!!
he told me he forgotten and often had no time to upload into his pc!
and keep telling me he will send them to me soon!!
well, there is times i got annoyed and remind him again and again till i got enough of that!!!
and even accused him of lying
=P

yesterday
i told him to send me his picture
he said oh yeah
then replied "damn camera"
in my mind, i was thinking, he must be lying again, finding excuses
he told me that he need to find replacement batteries for his cam in order to upload those picture
i replied short
ok i said
20 minutes passed, he told me he got a call from his friend
he need to talk to him because his friend is so sad now, broke up
chat me later he said
half an hour passed
he said chat me tonight =.=
i asked him to prove to me he's not lying if he online tonight

and yeah!!
he did
and sent me his picture too
i didn't know until he asked me
i don't bother to see first
but after awhile i did

(i'll cut everything short)

and i'm in fear now!!
i just don't know how to say
not about the picture
picture is normal
just somethings wrong with me!!

BAH!!

forget bout it
i'll do fine!!
=))

Happy Birthday Daddy!!

it's 090909 today
and it's my daddy's birthday!!~

family friends from Aussie came here to celebrate his birthday with him before they flew off to HK and London yesterday
We had a nice dinner at a chinese restaurant "Shuang Tian"
ate lotsa seafood including my favourite 'ojien' or oyster pancake
Yummss!!

i drove that night!! LOL
together with my sister and brother and with no adults!!
no people nagging and shouting anymore
AND i almost got into an accident
but nothing happened la!
thanks GOD
if not, i can't enjoy my dinner already

actually was about to cross the lane to the opposite lane, there was lots of cars and some cars queueing behind me..
i somehow freaked out and was kinteo..
i wanted to cross the road asap!!
so paiseh if waited too long..and might get sounded by those car behind
plus there's lotsa car coming towards me..
when was about to cross
i saw 2 cars and 2 motorbikes coming
still a bit distance with fast speed i guess
and i anyhow just crossed the road
the motorbike, if not mistaken, emergency brake his bike and there is this "squeekkkkk" sound which scares me..

i crossed the road, and keep driving..
kept quiet too
my heart was popping fast, FAST!!
nothing happened to the bike,
he almost knock into me but NO that did not happened!!!
he's still steady and continued his journey
i know he'd curse me..
BUT what to do?? if i don't cross, there's no chance already..
and might keep people waiting
why no people bother to slow down??

my sis still very excited and told me,
"wow!! that bike brake until like that.."
and i replied
"he'd curse me for sure!! luckily nothing happened"
phew!~

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Today
090909

we went to Hong Kong noodle house for dinner
actually wanted to have pizza but it suddenly rained heavily
and majority of us don't want to get down from the car
so ended up dinner at HK noodle house

on our way there,
Nana, my sis still remembered to say Happy Bday to daddy
while me and bro kept quiet..
OMG am so bad..
how to say happy bday so suddenly??
not used to it.. =P

i wanted to make him a bday card but.. heehee
haven't start doing it..
will do it anyhow!!
but will be belated..
at least better than nothing mar

I feel FAT now!!
urghh!!!
=(