Can WE forgive YOU??

Not!!
we all won't forgive you for what you've done now!!
why on earth, there's such person??
someone who is full of jealousy, double-faced and evil wicked personality??
the list still goes on!

FEAR

am in fear now!!

i remembered how i keep ask R to send me picture
for almost 2 months i asked for that and he never send me
first reason he gave me is his camera is at his sister house which is 2 hours from his place
1 month passed and no news about that
i often get annoyed and furious and remind him about that
time flies and he somehow get his cam back
am excited
but he never send!!
he told me he forgotten and often had no time to upload into his pc!
and keep telling me he will send them to me soon!!
well, there is times i got annoyed and remind him again and again till i got enough of that!!!
and even accused him of lying
=P

yesterday
i told him to send me his picture
he said oh yeah
then replied "damn camera"
in my mind, i was thinking, he must be lying again, finding excuses
he told me that he need to find replacement batteries for his cam in order to upload those picture
i replied short
ok i said
20 minutes passed, he told me he got a call from his friend
he need to talk to him because his friend is so sad now, broke up
chat me later he said
half an hour passed
he said chat me tonight =.=
i asked him to prove to me he's not lying if he online tonight

and yeah!!
he did
and sent me his picture too
i didn't know until he asked me
i don't bother to see first
but after awhile i did

(i'll cut everything short)

and i'm in fear now!!
i just don't know how to say
not about the picture
picture is normal
just somethings wrong with me!!

BAH!!

forget bout it
i'll do fine!!
=))

Happy Birthday Daddy!!

it's 090909 today
and it's my daddy's birthday!!~

family friends from Aussie came here to celebrate his birthday with him before they flew off to HK and London yesterday
We had a nice dinner at a chinese restaurant "Shuang Tian"
ate lotsa seafood including my favourite 'ojien' or oyster pancake
Yummss!!

i drove that night!! LOL
together with my sister and brother and with no adults!!
no people nagging and shouting anymore
AND i almost got into an accident
but nothing happened la!
thanks GOD
if not, i can't enjoy my dinner already

actually was about to cross the lane to the opposite lane, there was lots of cars and some cars queueing behind me..
i somehow freaked out and was kinteo..
i wanted to cross the road asap!!
so paiseh if waited too long..and might get sounded by those car behind
plus there's lotsa car coming towards me..
when was about to cross
i saw 2 cars and 2 motorbikes coming
still a bit distance with fast speed i guess
and i anyhow just crossed the road
the motorbike, if not mistaken, emergency brake his bike and there is this "squeekkkkk" sound which scares me..

i crossed the road, and keep driving..
kept quiet too
my heart was popping fast, FAST!!
nothing happened to the bike,
he almost knock into me but NO that did not happened!!!
he's still steady and continued his journey
i know he'd curse me..
BUT what to do?? if i don't cross, there's no chance already..
and might keep people waiting
why no people bother to slow down??

my sis still very excited and told me,
"wow!! that bike brake until like that.."
and i replied
"he'd curse me for sure!! luckily nothing happened"
phew!~

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Today
090909

we went to Hong Kong noodle house for dinner
actually wanted to have pizza but it suddenly rained heavily
and majority of us don't want to get down from the car
so ended up dinner at HK noodle house

on our way there,
Nana, my sis still remembered to say Happy Bday to daddy
while me and bro kept quiet..
OMG am so bad..
how to say happy bday so suddenly??
not used to it.. =P

i wanted to make him a bday card but.. heehee
haven't start doing it..
will do it anyhow!!
but will be belated..
at least better than nothing mar

I feel FAT now!!
urghh!!!
=(

Oh my!!!

I must update my blog asap!!!

It's been almost a month!!

Arghhh~

Let's Partayy!!

both 24 males and females are chosen after the audition

.

I've gone for the dress fitting today

at Absolutely dress gallery

saw Jacqueline Tiong there

she's gorgeous!!

only both of us went there as all of the contestant except us 2 had went for the dress fitting yesterday

Why am the only one who received the info today?

OK maybe Jacqueline too

that's why she turned up

.

well, my dress for tomorrow's show is pink in colour

striking pinku desu!

will have to be in VictoriaArms, Merdeka Palace by 1 pm

for rehearsal and hair do by McPhee

the show starts at 8pm

.

kinteo not?

VERY kinteo!!

.

I hope my makeup won't melt

and can last longer till finish function

God bless!!

and wish me Luck too~

many many Luck to me!!!

as well as to other candidates

.

will update soon~ =)

wHeeE~ I AM SO HAPPY!!!

Hello people!!!

I'm back

and I've got lotsa things to blog about~

=D

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remember i mention audition before??

I went through the audition last saturday

after my MUET exam

The audition include catwalk on stage, interview and photo shooting session

I was very nervous during catwalk

damn kinteo can!!

lotsa eyes was staring at me

.

mummy did took some pictures of me during catwalk

but non turn out nice and presentable

Only this one!!

so sad

my one and only catwalk pic

the rest are so blurr and "cacat-ly" zoomed

if not then shake diok

Boleh tahan la ho

>.<

I managed to finish the 3 rounds catwalk

even though i'm so nervous and scared

till my heart keep dance popping~

.

Well, results are released at tHe Spring on 8pm

received sms from Breeze mag

and was told to look for TV screen in one of the shop

pictures of successful candidates will be shown on the TV screen

crowd of the night

waiting for results

and patiently waiting for their pics to appear

this is my cousin, Royce and I

ngaitii~ why my chest is always red red one!!
I did not drink beer leh
.
Okay~
I'll show you some picha of the models
will update more pictures of models next time

Royce

and

taadaa~~

ME

was shocked

when I saw my pic

IM in the list leh!!!

yayness~

>.<

BUT

some random girl who join the search

but NOT in the list

said

“哇！！这样也能进”

"Waa!! like this also can in!!"

when this picture pop out

.

Woii!!! apa maksud huh!!

what do you want

why like this!

people like me should not be in the list is it?

still say out loud

don't know people beside you one ar?

Impossible you don't know

my mom damn happy and shouted "that's you inside the screen" beside your ears leh

.

fine

.

.

anyway~

I'm one of the 24 selected girl models

and there's another 24 guy models

who have been chosen among 200++ people who joined the search

.

.

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p/s: picture's of models are capture and cropped from the TV screen

that's why quality of the picture not so good!

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p/s2: here's a picture of my new hairstyle

got my hair trimmed and front hair cut

a day before the audition

wish me luck

and

ALL the BEST in everything I do~

XD

Audition

Audition's tomorrow!!!

I'm so scared

God bless me

exasperating!!

What a lousy day!!

makes my volcano explode nia!!

yea! I'm a hot tempered person and i dare to admit it!

.

Do you like people to search your stuff when your not around??

I DON'T like it!!

Well, it's not happening to me.. I bet they don't dare! If they do so, i'll rip their bones off!!

Today

Pei Yoke brought along her test shot picture to school

we exchanged

and those kepos saw it

not the pic but our actions on commenting the picture

Then

Pei Yoke and her gang, we called them S.H.E

went to the toilet

Our class only native boy, Bryan, walked over to Pei Yoke's place and search for the pic in her pile of files

I stare at him

He felt ashamed

and walked back to his seat

Meanwhile, 2 of those kepo bi-atch went over to PY place

and did the same thing as Bryan do

So bokasi one!!

search people's belongings without permission!

Bryan again being kepo walked over and as he know i stared at him

he told me he wanted to have a look at PY's pic

Those 2 were still searching

Bryan stands aside watching them search

He gave me a glance and told me he wanted to look at mine too

I asked him to go over my place

and told him not to search PY's stuff without her permission

asked PY, I'm sure she will let you look at her pic

.

Bryan then agree and come over

while one of them heard me and gave a 'tsk' sound before leaving

the other one still search for the pic

the 'tsk' girl then asked her friend to come back and stop searching

back they go and started to dig dirt about me again

It's normal to me liao!

even though i don't like

.

Recess

I bring along my pics with me

as I scared they hunt for my pics.. XD

I handed my pics in an envelope to Yon Lin as i need to go to the loo

YL keep on asking me to show her what's inside

I showed her

James and WK saw it

and asked what was that

I roughly told them

James said, the importance is the height

while WK asked, the school won't expel you?

I saw the school rule

it's says students cannot join beauty pageant (ratu cantik)

and modeling is NOT a beauty pageant

my teacher knew bout it

and said nothing also

she still pose for us leh

.

James agreed it is not a beauty pageant

and i told WK but before i finish my word

He kept on saying 'I know, I know...' again and again

I know your head!!

you don't even know

He just don't want me to continue my words

.

OK

time for our duty

a malay girl without her tudung pass by us

i told him she's pretty

he said i'm talking to a dog

I puzzled

what dog? i was talking bout the girl

He said, 'You say that girl pretty, thats mean your talking to a dog'

Dog? who's the dog? you ar??

or you mean i'm not talking to you?

OR i speak doggie language?

.

I didn't get angry when he says so

continued duty

did some chit-chatting

and he said that i talk like no brains

I kept quiet

and when i answer back

he said all these i had mention is meaningless

said your so matured already, talk like one!!

your like a big girl with small brains

again i kept quiet

.

Oi!! you think im so stupid is it??

I just don't like to act pro like you do..

yaya, im not pro tho but thats my style of talking

you don't like then don't talk to me la!!

why so serious

everyday talk the same serious o' thing not sien one meh?

.

There's this pretty girl with bf pass by

He said the guy is rich

and insist that 有钱人压死人

Gabriel asked what happened

I told him what WK said

He agreed and explained to me in a good manner saying that among rich people, they tend to harm each other

while WK keep showing off how pro he is and knows everything

but don't want to tell me why he think so

.

After duty

He asked me, 'u really want to go for the photoshoot??'

I asked why??

He said he wanted to give me opinion, but keep on asking me the same question over and over again!!

"you really want to go?"

"you really want to go??"

"you really want to go???"

"you really want to go????"

.

I said i don't know and asked him why??

he said nothing..

where's your opinion i asked.. tell me what you think la!!

again... he keep asking the same o' question again and again and again!

He pissed me off

I got angry

HE sounds like don't want me to join anneh

What! thats my life eh!!

for fun nia! it's not like i will do something bad

like this also cannot

I am NOT YOUR GF leh!!!

.

Humph.. as if your so pro

PRO my foot!

My dad encourage me to join in the fun, friends too

don't tell me my friend don't know how to think hor~

They're older than you

and got more knowledge than you!

I am really angry

I talked back real loud

His brains are way too square

even my dad so 'lao gu ban' also encourage me

which makes me surprised

why you care so much?

My Goodness, your much childish then me now!

Dare to say me, think bout yourself la

.

Yeah, i maybe brainless sometimes, unlike you, damn pro

SO what! it's non of your business!

Always like that one!

Last valentine also, don't believe me at all,

thought i send gift to disturb you and your love!!

Oi! I don't care bout your love life also.. I bo chap xiau leh!!

why must i spend $$ to play pranks on you and her?

it ain't make sense

.

Back to class

even HYin and YPiao says ratu cantik and model are different

BAh!!

I am so big with such small brains whatever!

now your brains are worst than mine!!!

in this modern world still talk like Ah Pek

Not yet a model also, why so worry??

test shot nia!

Eh!! better mind your gf la! look at her! she's worst then me can

like what anneh

NO.. cannot compare her with me

WE are different!

Arghh!! why you so kepo! it's my business what!

go kepo on your gf enough! worst than those Ah lian's outside ar! dare to say others ah lian! I think they are much better then your gf lor~

seriously!!

.

I regretted

for taking my picture with me

should not bring out

but in class very dangerous!

later people search my things out

really regret!

.

As for WK

do check on your gf

worried bout her better

do advise her...

again

me=postive

your gf=negative

think la

think who needs your help more

I just don't want to mention more bout your girl

used your super brain

MR know-it-all!!!

19

I am officially 19 today

Happy Birthday to myself!!!

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went to school today

my 'cosplay' friends sang me birthday song

was so paiseh

and immediately stop them from singing

I don't know why

maybe I'm not used to it

~.~

.

after duty, Siti Khairunisa pulled me and sang birthday song to me

was so shy and paiseh

i wonder why...

She says "don't pretend i know it's your birthday today"

and i just smile at her =)

Gabriel then wishes me a Happy Birthday

I thanks them and quickly ran away

.

In class, during lesson,

Yon Piao suddenly show his hand in front of me

I puzzled and he shook hand with me

wishes me hapi bday

Lidwina gave me presento [=

Hui Yin and the gang sang birthday song to me during recess

(bday song again)

and I fast fast stop them

If not those bi-atch will keep on gossiping again

meanwhile, Pui Tee and Gar Nyuk shook hand with me and wishing me a happy birthday

=D

I am 'happy' in my 'birthday'

but why people sang me birthday song i'll will paiseh hor..

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Well, collected my pictures today

choosen by LIMKOKWING lecturer (if not mistaken)

I like this one

Had dinner at The Heritage

was so full and can burst like a balloon

Actually we went to 3 Point first, used to be 'Hai Ba Wang' 海霸王

but service is BAD!!!

really bad

.

the waiter and waitress had no eyes at all

we're waiting for so long

and had called them when they pass by our table

but non of them serve us

they just walk by as if we're transparent

they don't even bother to look at us

SO we decided to change our dinning place

since nobody 'hiu' us

AND we're not coming back anymore!!

1st impression= BAD impression

What a lousy restaurant!!

HUMPH

.

Went straight to the Heritage

was packed with people

but lucky us

someone left and we managed to be seated

.

they quickly changed the used table clothe and clean up the table

serve us tea and appetizer

WE're HAPPY

.

Their service is GOOD

'thumbs up'

Food and service

both are GUD!!!

My adorable picture of the day~

XD

our dishes

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p/s: someone wishes me Happy Birthday =D
and hope that i'll get fatter =.=
I wish him back the same and added something stupid
'better burst like a balloon'
=.=
what am i doing huh?
where got wish ppl burst like a balloon one
Glad that he remembered my birthday!! =DD
YAYness

Breeze Model Search Sarawak

Went to Spring today

and saw this model search thingy

Breeze Model Search Sarawak with LIMKOKWING

.

the test shots event was held on 17th to the 19th of April 09 at tHe Spring

My dad asked me to try and join in the fun

I was scared

nervous actually

.

I asked my sis to join me too

but she turn down

My mom called my cousin

who is interested in modeling

as he's a model before in Taiwan

.

And so he rush here

right after bed

.

1 of his picture

his shot first

someone said that he might get through the test shots

as he got the height

Lotsa posture leh

I got nothing to pose and I don't know how

残念ですた

Was so nervous till my heart keep popping non stop

and chest was red like I've drank alcohol

mom said I was very nervous till end up like that

luckily I've no high blood

if not sure stroke by then..

pui!! 'touch wood'

Checking out pictures

cousin Royce and I

People do snap pictures of us

Well, 1 of the photographer

=D

Woah!! We're popular don't we.. lol

Sounds like and looked like we're some artist

p/s: look at my chest, red leh!!

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Went out with friends

right after I got home

.

want to watch movie but time is not allowing

and nothing nice on show

so

went back to spring

and celebrated our bithday there

Late birthday for CSC and LiFei

while an early birthday celebration for me

We're all April babies

=D

.

ordered cakes

shared among others

(clockwise) tiramisu, chocolate indulgence and "healthy peach cake"

at Secret Recipe

damn happy

=.=

She always spoils the picture one!!

Second take

tamjiak-ing

Walk and spend time hanging around spring

wanting to get boxer for CSC

but he don't want leh

.

first time shop for boxer with guy

weird ar??

If I got bf, I'll also shop with him

caring ler~

Went to Patio for dinner

after spring and after hunting for studio to take pictures of us 3

but mission failed

XD

We lol-ed at his carbonara

lotsa cheese I guess

damn smelly

LiFei start it first

then I smell and smell and lol-ed at him eating smelly carbonara

that's why he show this expression

CSC:'what? smelly meh?? you guys dunnoe how to eat'

(in his mind he sure think like that, I guess)

me LiFei and knife

I looked horrible

OMG

her baby kailan with oyster sause and white rice

WE heart Baby Kailan

"high 5"

my fish and chips

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add on for today post

I'm a bunny!!!

Happy Birthday dearest LiFei~~

Happy Birthday my dear friend
or
should I say
Happy Belated Birthday??
.
I know I'm late
was busy and having dinner outside today (18-April-09)
so got no time to update
.
neway I did send you birthday message today
right after I woke up this morning
SEE!! I treat you very good one leh~
XD
.
you must sayang me more
hahaha
=D

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Pictures of Easter Day celebration in tHe Spring

forgot to update

as usual

~.~

me between bunnies

easter garden

some wishing tree??

people write their message on the egg-shaped card and hang onto the tree

colorful lor

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back to today

-18 April 2009-

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Attended dinner organised by the Kuching Hainan Association 海南公会

at Crown Plaza

Ahpo buy two tables to support the Association

most family members (mom's side) attended

including Royce and Lloyd

exclude their sisters, Gsung and his siblings

.

It was

Hainan deity 妈祖 birthday

and

fund raising thingy

got auction somemore

.

Well, I like this peanut they served

smells like bak kut teh

I think they steamed or maybe boiled the peanuts together with the bak kut teh herb

They served Hainan Mee first

look at the celery~

I like!!

and there is this Hot dishes thingy up next

looked like lok-lok in gravy

3rd dishes

Pork with mini steamed buns

Got Cute waiter served us the whole night

There is this lady 啤酒妹 I dun like

She keep on shaking her wet hand to get rid of the water

and the water keep flying to my direction

and side of my body including face always kena water

Many times le hor!!

Cannot dry your hand at other place meh

face to the wall also can what

why always me

my sister also kena

.

Damn dulan!!

Hate you!

where was I now...

4th dishes

Mango fish

Mango bit sour and hard

but overall not bad

Next up

Broccoli abalone and mushroom with oyster sauce??

i guess

.

I heart broccoli a lot!!

was so happy when i saw that dish

and ate most of the broccoli

together with my bro

Lastly 寿包

Long life bun??

>.<

and our adorable picture of the night

sisters

Ok liao

I go to bed le!!

It's early instead of late le

Night all

.

.

Tomorrow go limteh or maybe dinner with friends

Can't wait

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