I don't Feel

loved

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yes..LOVE!!

not that i don't have enough attention from my family,but it's from someone i care!

so sien one, every time like this.. made me think too much.

i know am the kind of person who always think way too much.. i even think of past, present and future! and keep repeating on my mind whenever i think of it or maybe for the few days..

it's like a spoilt recorder which cannot stop and keep forward or rewind until pek cek enough to give up =(

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ya, future! i know someone sure going to say i give him surprise again.. lol

he said i gave him too much surprise.. can not blame me what.

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and now i was puzzled.. whether what he told me is the truth or he is always lying around.. i will never know until the day comes.. sigh

or might never come true! FML

but they way he told me makes me believe him.. it's like so real and i believe!

i really do!!

hopefully he doesn't dissapoints me..

AM WAITING!!!

for good news.. don't give me the bad ones..

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i just have to say this!

LDR sucks max!!

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but i still hope this LDR works out alright!

wish me luck!

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